kalo ntar marah

kalo marah ntar gini ah, "otak kamu ada dimana sih?! percuma!".
trus kalo ada yang nanya "kamu diajarin siapa ngomong gitu be?",
aku jawab "wah aku diajarin papahku dia ngomong gitu ke aku kalo aku lakuin kesalahan."

Sobekan kertas bulan november

life is good.

Juwita pagi, kau derai sayu saat senja mulai.
dayu rindu cuma cerita.

Simfoni malam, kau harum sunyi sendiri.
kilau sang penari waktu.

Nirwana hati, kau sendau riang bidadari.
turun kebumi tanpa kembali.

Gemintang sore, kau jelmaan semua tanya.
waktu jadi kekal denganmu.

Penari jiwa, kau jawaban dari hati.
jelitamu berganti, luluh berbanding hari.

Embun mata, kau kudus tanpa tanya.
senada rindu, hati tak mampu.

Kembaran kata, kemarin aku kau dia.
cuma jiwa simpan jawaban.

Orkestra memori, Kau lewati sepi.
masih simpan wajah sore.



Hujan sore, kau penat setelah hari.

Something invisible

“There’s something invisible between us that keep bond us together”

I said that to her when we’re in a deep trouble over a year ago. and now that “Something” is showing up once again. I have face those lability problems in these 5 months, and I always try to overcome them. and most of them are conquered by myself. and last night probably the most “Visible” of the “Something” that keep bond me and her. I dreamt about her. She doesn’t look happy in my dream, she look sad, and the I approach her, then I hug her, but she’s hug me even harder.

and then in my dream I open my FB account and open her FB page which is I am not strong enough to open it. that’s what I feared the most cuz if I open it I’m afraid I couldn’t get her outta my head. and so on in my dream I open her FB page, I saw her status update isn’t hapy at all.

And I awake by that, then I realize I can’t control my breath, my heart’s pounding all over me. and I did something that I’ve never done in these 5 months. I open her FB page. And you know what? She’s sick, She’s been sick and she’s pushing herself. I don’t know how it happen but one thing for sure, she’s way too tired. As far as I know she’s tired by her school, and other thing I don’t know. I’m starting to think “How come there’s no one who care about her who realize that she’s been pushin herself these time? Why nobody would realize that?”



I don’t know why, suddenly I just startled, shock and realize that I was the one who held a mistake. Then I ask a lot of question to myself.

“Why I didn’t strong enough for her that time?”

“Why I’m not tryin’ to be there when she needs an attention?”

“Why I left her all alone?”

and there’s more.

If last night I wasn’t dream about her, maybe I don’t even know she’s been sick. Oh my God, if this is a sign for me that she’s been thinking about me as I thinking about her, please give me a way back to her heart..

I Will be right for her..

I am unconditionally hers..

Amen..

Wanna Make You

I wanna grow ageless with you. The day when you wake up in the morning, you’ll find me hold you tight.

I wanna let you make my world. The time you’re call my name and whisper.

I wanna make you my pulse. Something to keep my heart alive.

I wanna make you my sky. Something to lookup when I miss you when I don’t know where you are.

I wanna make you my stars. Something when I don’t know my way back to your heart.

I wanna make you my day. The day when I open my eyes when I wake up and realize I’m late for college and I say to myself. “It’s not so bad, I had you.”

I wanna make you my reason. The reason why I standing in the middle of rain waiting just to see your smile.

I wanna make you my breeze, something invisible that keep me fresh in the heatwave of loneliness.

Simply talking, I want to tell you that you are my reason why I’w exist.

we're sharing the same insanity

insanity makes everyone loosing their mind

but what do you know about insanity?

it live in everyone's mind, altough not much of people admit that they're havin a syndrome.
but the main point is, we're not strong enough to admit that we're all fucked up.

need an example?


why the most people here rather looks great in front of other people than they look to themselves?

is it pride?
is it reputation?

hell no

it's insanity
an essence material of pride and reputation

we're all fucked up
don't be an ass wipe as you're not admit it

just be a good man not looking good man

how do you live your life?

ah, nasty little things called life..

just the same as before..
the reason why I'm still alive is looking for some peace of mind..
and there is no one yet could give me that..

some bizarre request eh?
then give me what I want, then I'm ready ti face the good Lord.

May God remain in our heart forever..

Bohong

Laba2 – Ratu Bohong

Kau bilang cinta padaku
Kau bilang sayang padaku
Berulang kali
Membuatku mabuk kepayang

Ku percaya kata-katamu
Tapi sedikit ragu padamu
Sampai akhirnya
Ku tahu semuanya palsu

Layaknya seperti putri raja
Kau anggun mempesona didepanku
Tapi dibelakangku kau bermain gila

Reff:
Dasar kamu bohong kamu ratu bohong
Bilangnya cinta bilangnya sayang
Tapi mengapa ku lihat kau sedang berdua
Dasar kamu bohong kamu ratu bohong
Bilangnya cinta bilangnya sayang
Tapi mengapa tingkahmu seperti buaya

Anehnya sedikitpun
Ku tak merasakan sakit hati
Karena ku tahu kau memang ratu bohong
Oh no no no o…

Layaknya seperti putri raja
Kau anggun mempesona didepanku
Tapi dibelakangku kau bermain gila

Back to Reff: 2x

Dasar kamu bohong ratu bohong 4x

hmm..

udah berbulanbulan jalani hubungan trapi belum pernah dapet sikap yg berani membuktikan kl kita tuh milikihubungan kl di dpan umum..

apa sih yang ada di pikiran dia???

sakiiiiittt man!!!!

13 09 09

yayayayaya..

tanggal 13 ini gw 1 tahunaaaan..

bentar lagiii yeaaaayy!!

gw udah siapin cincin kembar bwt kita berduaaa..

terima kasiiih yaa sayaaank.. kita udah jalanin mcem2 halang rintang slama 1 tahun ini..

akuu bahagiaaa..

^^

alone again

I promised myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower,
And climbing to the top,
Will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to whoever
What it's like when your shattered.

dillema..

kedengeran konyol..

tapi gua GA SUKA dalam keadaan kayagini..
JUJUR gw GA MAU kena karma..

GUA GA MAU IKUT2-AN KENA KARMA.


gua punya salaah..
maafin gw,,, demi Tuhan, gw bersalah bgt..

I'm so sorry..
:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

Snoop Dogg ft. JT - Signs

Chorus - Justin Timberlake (Uncle Charlie Wilson)]
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck with me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign? (OHHH!!!)

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Ooh wee!!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
It's legit, you know it's a hit
When The Neptunes and the Doggy Dogg fin to spit
You know he's in - tune with the season
Come here baby, tell me why you leaving?
Tell me if it's weed that you needing
You wanna breathe? I got the best weed minus seeds
Ain't nobody tripping VIP they can't get in
If something go wrong then you know we get to Cripping

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't fuck with me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!)Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll,
you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Now you stepping wit a G, from Los Angeles
Where the helicopters got cameras,
just to get a glimpse of our Chucks
And our Khakis and our bouncer cars
You wit you friend right? (yeah)
She ain't trying to bring over no men right? (no)
Shiieet, she ain't gotta be in the distance
She could get high all in an instant

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't fuck with me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Mami, mamasita, have you ever - flown on G5s
From London - to Ibiza? You gotta have Cape Town
You'll have Sunday's with chiquitas
You'll see Venus and Serena, in the Wimbledon Arena
And I can take you

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't fuck with me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!)Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll,
you ain't no G!

[Bridge - Uncle Charlie Wilson]
Nigga don't be young and foolish
You don't know what you're doing
You don't know what you've lost until she's gone (gone)
She Got a pretty face, drove you wild
But you ain't got that Snoop Doggy Dogg Style

Chorus - Justin Timberlake
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck with me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign? (OHHH!!!)

o wee ....



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yeah,, lagu jadull..
tapi gw lagi IN ajj ma ni lagu,...

lagiii keseeelll!!
lagi seneeenng!!

bingung gw!!!

They Can't Take That Away From Me (Sumpah Suaranya seksiii!!)

Diana Krall - They Can't Take That Away From Me

The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No, no they can't take that away from me

The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No, no they can't take that away from me

We may never, never meet again
The bumpy road to love
Though I'll always, always keep
The memory of

The way you hold your knife
The way we danced 'till three
The way you changed my life
No, no they can't take that away from me
No, they can't take that away from me




PS:

suaranya diana krall di album love scenes yg keluar taun 1997 ini, sumpah ga nahan bgt! jelas bgt kl dia udah level atas di bidang tarik suara jalur jazz. suaranya mirip2 sama ermy kullit atau rafika duri waktu mereka masih eksis,, tapi sumpah yaaa.... SUARANYA SEKSEEEEHHH PARAHH!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA...

Describe Myself??

- Complexity

- Question

- Answer

I am an ordinary human being.
those three words describe me the most.
yea yea yeaa...



I demand an answers from your mouth!!

Well Then, What would you do?

Well Then, What would you do?


What would you do if someone you love
Doesn't love you?
What would you do if you think she's the one,
But gave her ex a son?

What would you do if she promised
Not to do it again?
What would you do if she kissed
Your best friend?
What would you do if she made you her husband
And controlled your whole life?

What would you do if you told her how you felt,
And she walked away without a doubt?
What would you do if she said she didn't care,
And that life is unfair?
What would you do if she made you cry
And there was nobody to dry your eyes?

What would you do if she treats you like nothing
And when you say you're going to leave,
She treats you like something?
What would you do if she gave you her heart and just took yours?
What would you do if she locked your heart up
And you couldn't find the key?

What would you do if your friends said your life was on the line
And she said everything was fine?
What would you do if she gave you so much stress?
Would you break down and confess?
What would you do?


hahahahaha..
mga2 orang2 yang ngerasa kesindir gra2 baca ini blog, jadi sadaar..
amiiin,,,

haahha,,

Lagunya daniel sahuleka enk bgt!! hahahaha,,

Daniel Sahuleka - You make my world so colorful

Morning sunshine in our room
Now that room is back in tune
Autumn start this day with a smile
And laugh at my beautiful love one
Who’s lying besides me

You so far away in your sleep
Who can tell what dream you may dream
You dont know that I was drawing
With my finger on your sweet young face
Vague as a meaning words

[*]
You make my world so colorful
I never had it so good
My love I thank you for all the love
You gave to me

Like a summer breeze so soft
Like a rose you bring me near
And I kiss your lips so sweet
Soft like the rain and gentle as
The morning dew in may

Though they said that I was wrong
But thank god my will so strong
I got you in the palm of my hand
Everyday they tried to put me on
But I laugh at those who tried to hurt our love

[* Repeat]

huhuhu..
knp sii lagi suka lagi yg beginian??
pdahal kn lagi pusiiiing!!

Afgan – Wajahmu Mengalihkan Duniaku

Afgan - Wajahmu Mengalihkan Duniaku

ketika kau lewat di tempat ku berdiri
kedua mata ini tak berkedip menatapi

pesona indah wajahmu mampu mengalihkan duniaku
tak henti membayangkanmu terganggu oleh cantikmu

tujuh hari dalam seminggu
hidup penuh warna ku coba mendekatimu
memberi tanda cinta
engkau wanita tercantikku yang pernah ku temukan
wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku

hey hey heee pesonamu
dan wajahmu mengalihkanku

pesona indah wajahmu mampu mengalihkan duniaku
tak henti membayangkanmu terganggu oleh cantikmu

tujuh hari dalam seminggu
hidup penuh warna ku coba mendekatimu
memberi tanda cinta
engkau wanita tercantikku yang pernah ku temukan
wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku

hidupku penuh warna
ku selalu mendekatimu memberi tanda cinta hooo ooo..

engkau wanita tercantikku yang pernah ku temukan
wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku

mengalihkan duniaku
mengalihkan duniaku
mengalihkan duniaku

lalalalayaa...
It's a great song DUDE!!

Lagunya afgan yg baruuu..

gw bukan fans'nya afgan,

tapi lagunya afgan yg baru tuh gw bisa bilang bagus!

tema video klipnya, konsepnya, interpretasi dari tiap lirik tuh nyampe bgt!

gw bisa bilang sih, ini video klip lagu indonesia yg paling bagus yg pernah gw liat.

lalalaya..

Bidadari Nirwana

Smua itu Tak lebih dr kemunafikan yg nyata..

Dominasi ego mampu membutakan mata..

Sadarkah kamu wahai mahluk fana?
Karenanya kami makin terlihat tak berdaya!

Sadarkah kamu bidadari nirwana?
Semua hanya milik Dewata semata!

Kau hanya dikaruniai lebih dari apa yg kami punya!

Jgn anggap drimu tercipta krna surga..

kau hanya terpana..
kau hanya melihat dunia sbelah mata..

Wahai Sang Pencipta, adakah dia merasa?
Mahluk yang hina dina, telah jatuh cinta kepadanya..

Berikan dia cahaya..
Cahaya yang akan menuntunnya kembali kpada nirwana..

Satari Ahmad - The Essence Of Why

Adam and Eve's Saga?

hanya mahluk bodoh yang menganggap nikmat dunia,
lebih dari nikmat surgawi..

Wahai Adam, duhai Hawa..
Adakah disana rasa sakit?
Kalian jua yg hanya dapat menjawabnya..

Lightyears been passed, but Your saga still..
And always still..

Be the best romance story of all time..

Adam's patiently wait for his Eve..
When he's found his Eve,
Eve's loyalty always in her heart..

Their saga's not a just a unapproachable dream for other couple than Adam n Eve..

It's a vivid scene of how hard we prove our loyalty to our spouse.
How hard we prove that it is only him/her that exist in our heart..

Be realist, not only Adam or Eve who could show the world how they've been in love..
They're in love, for eternity..